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eunice ann

tales of a girl trying to make sense of it all.

At a crossroads

September 1, 2009 by eunice

As I prepare to wind down my summer of awesomeness, I’m faced with some real adult decisions that need to be made.

I have spent the entire summer building my portfolio so that I may aptly market my photography business and continue to find steady work. Ideally, this is what I want to be doing for a living. However, as a single parent who has struggled financially for the past few years, that come with some challenges of its own. The obstacles are not insurmountable, but certainly hinder this growth I feel so strongly on the cusp of. Add to that the fact that my fall back plan has now been ruined, and I have yet to develop another.

So, if I head back to Denver in the next month, like I really want to, that leaves me needing to find a real job. Or, go back to cocktail waitressing, making decent money, but not ever seeing my kid and being left too tired to think, much less sell my services.

Or, I can suck it up and live in this tiny little room I have to share with a three year old and half a craft store, feeling 16 again and yet still paying half what I paid in rent, on almost no income, and continue to go back & forth every three weeks while building a business 600 miles away. Yep, that won’t work too well either.

Does anyone have $12,000 I can just have? That’ll pay rent for a year and I can figure out the rest…*sigh*

It’s a mixed bag…
Getting it figured out.

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dear grown ass women ambassador

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In honor of women’s celebration month, I’m res In honor of women’s celebration month, I’m resharing the first piece I ever had published, which I wrote about my amazing daughter, who is likely mortified that I am posting this right now (sorry not sorry kid. I love you.) 
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I was scrolling through my feed and came across a post @cpamgo217 had shared from @thekindredvoice (then Holl and Lane). It was about mental health and it stopped me in my tracks, as most posts on mental health do. I checked out their website and it was love at first sight. I noticed they were accepting pitches on the theme of “educate.”
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I had never pitched a publication before, and at that point in my life, barely considered myself a writer. But I had a nugget of an idea that I wanted to explore after an interaction with @calleylane so I sent in a pitch. 
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And they accepted it. I was floored. 
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What most people don’t know is that at the time I pitched and wrote this article, I was amidst the unending court nightmare that was my life for the majority of 2017 and I honestly didn’t know that I had the tenacity to make it to the end of that battle still standing. But I did. She did. We both did. And we are stronger for it. 
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Link to essay in bio. https://www.thekindredvoice.com/blog/2017/8/15/teaching-our-girls-to-become-strong-women
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Image descriptions: Image one is a mixed race girl with brown skin and long brown curly hair. She is wearing a denim coat and a coral top. Her arms are crossed and she’s standing in a field. 📷 cred: @knight_light_photography // Image two is the same girl, older, taking a selfie. She is wearing a black tee and her hair pulled back in a ponytail. You can see a closet and a TV in the background. 
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