I’m having a rough day today. I’m challenged. I’m frustrated. I’m sad. I have all these emotions running through me and I have no idea how to process them.
I know what it’s coming from – this change from Alissa’s dad not being a part of her life to him being so active and involved has been really hard on me. When things are good, they are wonderful. And for the most part, they are good. Great, even. But when they’re not good, they are really bad and I get really frustrated. Mostly because he’s not acting like it’s a huge change. I understand that we’ll have rough patches and hurdles, but it makes me crazy that when I get upset, he treats me like I’m overreacting and essentially invalidates my feelings on any given situation.
Which leads to more frustration. I know it’s going to be a hard road, but I am really struggling to pull it together today.